I am not a coward

So here i am. Swallowing my own pain, having my eyes burst into tears
You're the one whom ever said wont making me feel worthless
But at the end, you did a thing you said you'll never do to me

I cannot blame on you for everything is wrong
I know it is always me, right?

So tell me instead of leave me hanging in the road we've been building since long time ago
Because together seems impossible lately

At least i'm not a coward
At least i have my pride instead of risk and get everything I want
Duuhhh

You know, sometimes pain could be a power which beat everything that blocking in your way
And my pain made me grow stronger
And my tears made me even stronger